meh day

Apr. 11th, 2010 11:46 pm
caramelsilver: (Misc: London)
Today has been a crappy day! And the worst part is that there's no one huge thing that has made it so. I guess I just woke up today and everything felt a bit off. I also got scratched in the face by my four-year-old cousin. It bloody hurts. And he got all pissy when I told him off, too. Oh well. To cheer myself up, I changed my layout. I am insanely happy with it, because I have chosen my favorite Max Manus picture as my header. Finally the layout of my LJ scream me. The layout (except the header picture) is made my [livejournal.com profile] scholarslayouts. You should really go check out her stuff. It's absolutely gorgeous. I believe my last... three layouts have been made by her.

I wrote fic yesterday:

fragment of a name; Supernatual; pg; Sam Winchester; pre-series.
Sam Winchester had never been just Sam Winchester. He had never been that boy living in the house on the corner, you know the one dear. He had never been, get off my lawn, boy! And keep your grubby hands off my apples! He had never had to stand sweaty in front of his neighbour's door, afraid to ask for the cup of sugar his mother needed to bake a pie. Sam Winchester had never experienced any of these things.

Mind dump

Jan. 25th, 2010 05:45 pm
caramelsilver: (Pretty in Pink: Steff "Bitch")
* I am seriously struggling. I am like an emotional jojo: one day everything looks bright and I'm determined to turn my life around, and the next day I can barely get myself out of bed. What the fuck is wrong with me?

* In much cheerier news: [livejournal.com profile] grim_lupine wrote the most awesome Edlyn (girl!Edmund) ficlet for me. And it's awesome and you should go read it: There are things of which they do not speak.


* A random thought: I saw Sweeney Todd again and am I the only one who watches that movie and think: "Anthony and Johanna will never last!"? Because dude! She's a girl who just wanted to get away from her perverted guardian and he fell in love with a girl in a window! There's no fucking way that relationship is going to work!

* I swear a lot. Like... pretty bad actually. I mostly only swear in english, which makes it not so bad to the people around me... but lately I'm actually saying: Motherfuckingcocksuckingpieceofshit out loud. I used to only say it loudly in my head, but now I actually say it out loud and I've realised that that is not actually a good thing... Yeah, I am so messed up and I can't seem to be able to do anything about it! GAAAHHH!

* Also: I think I am going to join the military when I'm done with school. I think it would be good for me. Get some discipline, follow orders, get in shape, get to know new people from around the country... Yeah, I think I'd like that.
caramelsilver: (you suck)
I went to the dentist today, and yay, nothing wrong with my teeth. Now I know why my teeth hurts, it's not cavities but the muscles in my jaw. They hurt and some of that hurt goes into my teeth, or something. After I got home I slept. I feel like shit nowadays, and I sleep to much.

I have decided that for the rest of the week I will only drink water. No soda or juice.

I'm starting up my schooling again on Thursdays and Fridays. I'm really looking forward to it. I hope I'll be okay then.

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